Stupid girl.

!@#$%^&* Sooo icalled in to my work on sunday to see what days iwork this week and this girl lindsey.. who is like the laziest girl at my job picks up the phone and iask her to give me my hours.. she tells me iwork wednesday at 5:30... so wednesday comes along which is obviously today, and ishow up at my work.. let me just say that idont have a car so ihave to catch the bus to work and it's kinda a hastle to get there.. but anyways ishow up at work and my boss is like oh your not supposed to work today...wtf? igo look at the schedule posted on the wall and idont work until tomorrow.. jeeeeeeeez so i went all the way down there for NOTHING. shit that girl needs to get fired.. thank the lord she's leaving soon. ugh. what a waste of my day.

Wth .

Ughhhhh so far today has been the worst day I've had for a while.. Today would have been me and my ex boyfriends 7 month being together . I realized istill imiss him but wtf can ido about that? NOTHING . wow & then me and my "best friend" get in a fight & she basically agrees with me to move out. THATS FUCKING GREAT . where the fuck am i gonna go. Cuz oh yeah ilive with her.. & I was so close to my boyfriend the whole time we were together, that i pushed all of my close friends away.. I'm sitting here crying my eyes out & i'm so confused. Everybody keeps telling me to stop trying to make other people happy and do what makes me happy...ithought iwas ? Idunno. Soo ihave no idea wtf i'ma do. We can't live in the same room not talking & i sure in hell am not gonna let her to continue to talk to me with such disrespect. I'm fucking tired of it. I let her push me around, yeah I'll admit it, she takes advantage of me cuz she knows iwont say anything to her but when ifinally say something she tells me to get the fuck outta her room? WTF? wow && this is my family folks.. Man fuck my life. Everywhere igo i just cause problems && intrude on ppl's lives. Man idunno anymore.. The 18th bday is on Monday && i'm not even excited about it.. What does it matter that I'm turning 18 && to who ? It's 3 fucking 30 in the morning & I'm WIDE AWAKE. ineed some help.. :'( && maybe ineed to reconsider who i open myself up to from now on... I'm not a fucking push over. FUCK .