So lately i haven't been feeling like myself.. Like i haven't had the energy to get up for school && i don't want to go to work.. Maybe I'm depressed again or something idk but somethings not right.. My boyfriend has been acting different && just UGH everything is all bad.. Today i had a paper to turn into my writing 101 class and i couldn't even get up the energy to go to school and turn it it.. I did the assignment and everything too.. I feel like I'm letting everybody down.. My mom paid a lot of money for me to be in college and I'm just slacking BAD! On top of that; yeah i just got promoted and got a raise but i just don't want to go to work anymore.. i love making money but idk where my motivation went.. Just one day i changed.. && like I've been overreacting on everything.. i always think my boyfriend is cheating on me or something or he's gonna break up with me randomly again.. i have no faith.. maybe i just need to get away for a while.. I have guys trying to talk to me and i keep talking to them KNOWING i have a boyfriend.. i mean I'm not gonna do anything with them but idk why i keep talking to them.. I don't like them and i love my boyfriend.. I'm confused && feel like i have nobody to talk to.. hence; blogging. Well I've been trying to get my boyfriend to come over for the past hour and he's not coming sooooo we'll see how the day goes.. Melissa has her boyfriend over so i can't really talk to her.. smh.. idk anymore..
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